Don't know if I'm leaving this dear place or anything... it's been what, nearly two years?

One thing for sure though...

Another new beginning is here: 

Honey-Clover.net

It's not all set up and personalised~ Christin~style yet... but it's up and about.

 
Back to the webby world, baby...

Hopefully this time it's for good  

Currently listening to: Honey & Clover - Hachimitsu
Currently feeling: satisfied

Yeah, I apologise to those I haven't got the chance to talk to. I think I've tried to contact everyone, but forgot some people's number so couldn't tell them that I'm leaving yesterday afternoon. I didn't end up extending my stay - although I had wanted to, but well, circumstances kinda sucked.

But I had a good holiday! It was relatively short (not even 2 weeks, *sob*) But at least I had one... it was funny though, how I feel so strange and weird when I first went back to Indo. I missed so many things about Melbourne, the weather, the people, the flexibility... (and to be quite frank, there are heaps of things I don't like about Indo!), but as I was leaving yesterday, I felt quite heavy... kinda reluctant, i suppose. Esp. when I had to say goodbye to my parents... for the first time after a looong time, I felt like sobbing like a lil girl. I refrained tho ~

It hasn't even been two weeks, but now as I'm typing this on my warmed up bed... I feel quite strange. Back to the familiarity, in a strange sense. I guess one thing I missed is the freedom to do whatever I wanted, (well it was a holiday after all), although I had to take care of some things, it was so relaxing there. Now I'm back to the busy hustle bustle of Melb... *sigh* oh well. It ought to be good too. I guess now I'm weighing up my options of where I'm gonna settle in the future.

At least it's Friday. I get to rest for the weekend... catch up with people and stuff. Take care of the bills (it pilled up ! Ahhh, superannuation stuff, phone bills, credit card payments... ick. No wonder I liked it there better).   Anyhoo. Flight was bad, I hate travelling alone, and somehow I only had 1 hour of sleep. So I'm gonna sleep now...

For those in Indo... the ones I meet often and don't meet often enough... missing you all. All the best in work and study (or both) guys... hope to see you soon?  

Currently feeling: sleepy

I'm in Indo now (well, have been since last Friday). Hmm, it's not like what I expected at all... not that things are bad or anything. It's just... ho-hum. I'm sick again, and ironically, I haven't been sick this bad so far this year. I think it's because I'm not used to the weather.. (well, from extremely hot and humid to dry and cold - inside when there is air con. that is). So I kept sneezing the whole night, and woke up with a heavy head and blocked nose..

Aside of that, things have been good. I have been doing a lot of ... shopping, mosly (shooes... I can't believe that the tags here are only a fraction from those in Melb. I think I went a tad overboard. Oh well). Meeting up with people, mostly Nanas (haha)... sadly I haven't had the chance to meet up with Vivi yet (T_T) and Alex too... tsk2, he's a busy man now.

My parents have been really busy with the project, and I feel bad at times for not being able to help. Live is really strange here. I actually feel homesick on the first couple of days (haha, how funny is that). Now I dunno, I'm thinking of extending my stay for a couple more days... then head to Singapore with Nanas, for about three days or so, before returning to Melbourne. 

O, my car is delayed too, it'll arrive in the middle of July instead of end of June (as promised) - that's another reason why I might be coming back there a tad late..

We'll see, we'll see. For those of you there.... if you want anything, just give me a buzz... you know where to reach me. Have a happy holiday peeps !

Currently feeling: sick

Yeah, it's 10 past 7 am in the morning.... and no, I did not wake up early in case you're wondering about what sort of a bad omen this may be. In fact, I have not slept at all. No, I'm not deliberately staying up, and I have been trying to sleep since 4 am to no avail. Despite feeling a bit woozy, I'm actually quite hyped up.

Why is that so? Because I stupidly drank 2 cups of coffee yesterday. Not at the same time, but obviously the effect is there. I had one in the morning after I woke up, and one at 12 am... well, it was an instant coffee (that Nestcafe Ice one) and it was yummy, and I thought the effect would be mild and wouldn't affect me at all (since that's usually the case). But noo.... I want to sleep but I just can't. -_-

On the brighter side, studying has been quite good. I'm understanding everything so far, so that ought to be good. Statistics is not that bad after all.

On the darker side (hey, they don't really say that, do they? oh well). Ahem- on the darker side, I'm supposed to meet up with Pam, her other friends, and Lala at 1 pm later to study at RMIT library. 

Now I don't even know what time I'll be able to sleep (if I ever). Damnit. Whatmore, I actually need to do some last week shopping too, today... I wonder if I'm gonna be half-dead later if I ended up not getting any sleep at all (because right now I'm feeling really, really, awake and fresh)

So here I am, all curled up in my bed, random thoughts running through my mind (about the car, the past, the future, then the exams, flashing back to the assignments, then to Indo, to Sydney trip, and to other stupid random things) - and it's making me quite dizzy. I hope I can sleep soon... I need to at least catch a few hour's worth of sleep. Ick... one way or the other, I seem to always manage getting myself into stupid incidents like this.  

Well... some things never change... although it really should.  

Currently reading: MRM Lect Notes
Currently feeling: weary

On my second day, finished the second exam out of three consecutive ones.... and I'm barely making it. Yesterday's was all right... although it was crap for some reasons... and today... it was just DAMN hard... so damn hard T___T ... ugh... after being calm and reserved for quite a while,... i was actually panicking this morning... not to mention, sleepy, hungry, and cold. It's a familiar feeling, actually -__- but not good at all... I feel a tad sick, which is bad. I should get some rest first after this.... then on to Human Resource Management tomorrow...

Ooo the irony... i can't even manage myself! How can I manage other people? hehe, anyway. I was on the train station on the way home feeling very crappish, and watching these bunch of Indo girls laughing and talking about the exam~ and i was thinking about how long it has been since the girls get together and shop and stuff... do something funn...shopping, sport, all that stuff.

Anyway, there I was feeling crappy and that... walking my way home,.. went to check the mailbox.. and I got a mail from World Vision, with a Mexican stamp. I instantly knew what's in it...  and it makes me feel all warm and fuzzy in an instant~ hehehe =) it's a letter from a child i sponsored in Ecuador... (well, from her dad, she's too little to write).. giving me warm greetings in His name and telling me about the area they live in. It's short and simple, but it's sweet and it made me smile. It's true that I hear them saying this while promoting it at train stations... 'If you have a bad bad day, and you receive a letter from your sponsor child, it realy made your day...' .. now , I thought that was just a promotional strategy, but it's actually true.

Hmm what to do now... I've told my sis about my present to her (it's a 1 1/2 hour spa and massage... hehe) and she sounds happy about it... whee... hearing people smile (yea, you can hear it when people smile!) adds to your mood too. Anyway, it's best that I rest now... one more day, and it should be allright... until next week.  Ooo, and it's happening next week, her getting me a Jazz... xP it's really quite exciting.

Currently feeling: tired