meron no sennyo ~ christin's diary

June 4th, 2005

partner~less

I seriously need a dance partner. I went to a Waltz competition today... (got 2nd place), but most of the time I had to sit down since there was hardly any guys.... hmm it's rather sad. I sat out on some of my favourite dances =/ thinking 'damn, damn...' lucky Chopstix (my teacher) cheered me up a bit when he pulled me for a Jive. Today will be my last day there for a month... gee, I'll miss the place and that silly dummy... he was being such a sweetie today. Will miss him a lot for sure.

And last day of school too... God, I'm still not in the zone. I need to get into it... aghh... at least I've got one down... one to conquer... one to revise on.... and the last one is mission impossible... :p ...  

I'm thinking of giving a spa gift voucher for my sister's bday. Although I wouldn't mind a massage myself at the moment... xd ... ah well. Gonna go to the car showroom with her tomorrow... whee... I'm getting really hyped up over it.  

Posted by melondrops at 02:06 AM | 5 orange punches

June 2nd, 2005

Lazy Thursday

Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish

Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway


Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around wild indoors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye


I gotta take a risk
Take chance
Make a change
And breakaway...

 God, don't I just love lyrics. I've been such a slacker lately... but at least all the rooms are clean today. Or appears tidy, if not thoroughly clean. Spending time at home is definitely comforting... so hardcore studying to start really soon too. Just need to get into the zone again... (yes, the zone!) If only there's no classes at all this week... that'd be damn convenient.

And on a happier note, my work agency is giving us free tickets to watch Mr. & Mrs. Smith on the 16th ! Wheee ! Thats just after my exam finishes... and before I go back to Indo... meaning, if I pack everything, I can just go and watch the movie straight after finishing the exam, and go straight to the airport afterwards. Oughta be busy even on the last day too ! That's allright.  

 Study study study....

Posted by melondrops at 03:49 PM | 6 orange punches

Study study...

You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we? 

 

Can't write much.... have to clean up the house for some people who are coming to take a look at this place tomorrow... and have to study study some more.... whee... 

Posted by melondrops at 03:11 AM | 4 orange punches

May 28th, 2005

Assignment period over...

Assignments period is over !!! AGHH....  the last one was a whole nightmare. A big nightmare. It's over now, it's over.... I'm trying to forget all about it... and getting ready to study for exams...

 Today I only had 4 hours of sleep.... 14 hours of typing and analysing things.... then after that, had to go to East Richmond... city to meet An n Irene... then I worked till 11.15... hehe.... I scare myself sometimes... but my energy level is still quite high... although I'll probably collapse soon..

 Work was again fun.. the people.... and to make up to the fact that we couldn't participate in the 'Biggest Morning Tea', they had a 'Biggest Supper' instead.... they made scones... buttermilk... dates... jam... cream... yum yumm... :9

Now I'm not sleeping yet.... tomorrow we're gonna get highh.... slack all day... sleep... watch animes... read manga... whatever... drink some yummy Archers and possibly Ume Wine.. ^_^... hmm... then maybe watch some movie later at night.... we deserve this break!!

 

Anway I'm getting woozier by the minute... happy weekends people...  

Posted by melondrops at 02:45 AM | 3 orange punches

May 24th, 2005

an unproductive monday

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive...

 

Just pondering... and pondering.... wondering about the day I'll stop wondering... wondering if I want that day to come... or do I secretly want to go about wondering...

But I know I've got to stop... I know I've got to stop....

Posted by melondrops at 03:55 AM | 3 orange punches

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